yup, you read that title right.
i am a self made man and i don't need anyone's help.
i made myself lose my temper
i didn't need any help to be selfish
i made myself waste an entire day off
i let my stubborness get the better of me
i didn't need anyone else's help to procrastinate and waste valuable time
i let my God given talents corrode and go to waste, because i decided that watching movies that i have already seen and playing games i have already won were much more important
i made myself fatter by being a glutton
i let evil steer my tongue and use it to stab loved ones in the heart
i made choices that i knew were wrong when i made them
i have treated my wife like crap because somewhere deep inside it made me feel bigger
i let jealosy eat me alive
i make a choice daily to leave God in my closet until i need Him further
i allowed the flaws in my heart and in my head to ruin wonderful moments for reasons i still do not know
i have not been the me i intended
i have not made the choices i should have
i have finally allowed myself to let my flaws breathe in open air
i have made a decision
to let others help me to fix myself
i won't live alone
i won't waste what is precious
i will do what my mother said and "think before i speak", or act !!!
bottom line:
i have made mistakes
but i can make a choice.
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Don't we all have days (seasons) like this? But do you know what I love? I love that we get to be kicked in the butt by our own stubborn selfishness and instead of just being a looser, we get a "do-over". Life isn't always easy, but it is good.
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